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Sunday, June 23, 2013

One More

Pain searing from the arch of my foot through the side of my shin, I limped gingerly behind the stretchers. Desperately pushing myself to keep up until the finish, I clenched my teeth and forced myself forward, willing myself to complete the masa on two feet. It was the last masa before before the big one, nine hours of walking a daunting 42 kilometers.

For some reason or another, the Masa Mechin Kumta (preparation for the beret march) was amongst the most difficult things I've done since drafting. I suppose everyone has a bad day physically every now and then in the army and mine happened to come on the day of the march.

Keeping in line with the policy of close to 40% added body weight in the Mechin Kumta, I departed with the stretcher on my back. For 25 kilometers, I lumbered the added weight on me without complaint, giving every bit of effort I had to push my way up the inclines and balance my speed during the declines.

The problems came after I offloaded the stretcher, however. I've heard that marathon runners often hit the proverbial wall at some point during the run. It was fitting that this masa was the exact distance of a marathon, because my wall came after that 25 kilometer point. The pain began as a dull irritation at first, gradually increasing each step until it was no longer ignorable.

While usually I find myself helping others during masaot, lending a hand pushing someone up a hill or grabbing the stretcher, I quickly found myself on the receiving end during this masa. It's important to mention that in the army, you're not always the hero there to save your friends. Sometimes its your friends who come to your aid and while I certainly didn't feel proud of it at the time, there's absolutely no shame in it.

I learned a valuable lesson during the masa; even on the worst of your days in the army when everything counts against you, you still need to find the finish line. In those moments, you can count on the individuals you've shed blood, sweat and tears with to come to your aid and help will you to that finish when you need it the most.

I finished the masa on my own strength, though with a renewed faith in many of the men I've learned to fight for and with.

Though finishing was a challenge and I wasn't entirely in the best mood at the end, one thought kept coming back to me.

The next time I do this is for my red beret.

It was the penultimate masa. I couldn't stop thinking about our upcoming and final march, the Masa Kumta. Only one more time would I be lugging the equipment on my back and bolting through the fields at a rocket's pace for hours on end. The reward would be the greatest one yet.

The Mechin Kumta was not the only penultimate task of it's kind this weel. It immediately followed our second-to-last week of shetach, the last being war week. This was also not lost on me and certainly made getting through the week much easier.

It was definitely one of the tougher weeks I've had up until this point, but the theme of “one more” certainly resonated with me until the finish. The red beret we've all been looking forward to for so long is inching closer every day.

More posts to come!
-Brett

P.S. As of May 22nd, I have been in the army for six months, meaning I am now a corporal. While the increase in rank doesn't really mean anything, it's certainly fun not to be at the bottom of the ladder. Until next time!

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